… …

What do you know 'bout

and to think

i been singing my whole life

singing these love songs that were written for you

by some other girl

dumb enough to fall for your

promises of a new world

You were lying when you promised

them their own

I am lucky to have a zone

apart from your own

      I haven't felt your love in a long time,

Im use to this

    I am use to this rhyme

Slow pain, growing pains

 Either way you and I will always be the same

Hating to love baby
   Loving to hate
You know you want  her back
So sad, I'll never be the chick you wish
you had

And I don't give a fuck
Cuz boy you down on your luck

You're rubbing my hair like there's a magic jeanie
in there

You can have what you want,
As long as I'm far enough
from you
to feel some
thing other
then your
smothering

I wanna feel something other then
your pain
and the anguish you
wish to bring
upon anything
that comes in the way of your
relentless
suffering

I don't love you,
its all in my head

All those times you read stories to me
and whispered in my ear
while I lay asleep in bed

Theres nothing I can do about it,
but remember the truth
The constant struggle for you to be eluded
from reality

darn it

man

noise

i feel like its been a thousand hours
since i
seen myself last







   

one love song for the lovers

holy moly shenanigans

something

unafraid

of the attempts to tame

the me

that i consider

me

attractive

i do everything

to please you

because i know 

im suppose to

i do everything

to please me

because i know

thats the way it should

be

 

….

your amusement park

my influence

you're in the dark


so far
I've
come to
know
every
one
of you

you ain't solid


I've
confused
you
then
defused
the muse that
kept your mind
anew

i didn't like that

Seasons
of me


the seasons
that define

our personalities

blah blahblah

figuratively speaking of course

the
seasons
of me


changing personalities
like leaves


the pieces of me falling
from further above
my mind

further then the tallest pine

the seasons of our being

what separates the personalities
of our relinquishing past present and futures

the seasons
time for a new feeling

the seasons
a time for a new degree

heyheyheynoooow

Id rather be talking to you right now
then thinking of ways
to make through right now


call you back later baby
i said
that i was thinking
about coming over
already

said I'm heavy off that
chevy
baby dang


can't you wait
can't you go a day
without my
hellish ways

you pace back n forth in your space
waitin on a cowboy
to take you away into
space

I'm thinking of you
out of my mind
and into another
race


i find the taste of you
comes with
jealous
rage


my patience could last a life time
as long i hanging over the edge
as long as i keep my head
down and pace
my
state
of mind



don't even think about whispering my name
baby ill go insane
ill break through these walls
david blane


u got my mind so heavy
need a crane to pick apart
these thoughts of mine

im sad

i don't know how to react

its like the feelings
you give me
are all bad

i don't think its ok
to love someone
this much
its to much to grasp

its got to be a fad

i can't imagine
anyone
else on this earth
feelings
being so
arratic

these feelings have
got me
going mad

ow

how many times

can i say goodbye

how many times

can i pretend

to want 

to live

in a ocean

of your 

lies

how many times

can i cry

after feeling

the way

you've

shyed 

away

and

against me

how many times

can i pretend to

not feel

how many times

can i pretend

that the

connection

between you and

i is not real

this is

a stupid

dumb

shakespeare

story

and 

i find no

glory

in this

boring

tale

everyone

knows

exactly

how

the scale

will weigh

against

us 

and 

how in

the end

our hearts 

will be nailed on

a plank

of wood 

am i misunderstanding

myself

gosh

im so demanding

of myself

the moons gazing down on me

and i can't help

but to listen to what

its got to say

its saying

that I've got 

to do what I've got

to do

to stay

in tack 

with the plans of

my everyday

by the way

i hope no one is reading this

fgf

who is my mind kidding
trying to kid

i aint no kid
i think I'm well
over the mark
on that grid

so what i allowed you to live
in my heart
until
this

im not going to allow
the universe
to shift
against
the brink
of destruction
of my living

the system
in which
I've tried so hard to diminish
included you
and everything that the future
of you and i
brings with it

lk

ill let u weedle right past me

slow or fast

it don't matter 

cuz

I'm just that classy

if u were a snail

ill let u live

and i wouldn't smash

the

hopeless creature

in the grass

and weeds

lahblah

past conception

this idea

has gotten great

reception

on the other end

of neglection

whats ur perception

of the idea

I'm attempting

to be reflecting

im

sick

of not seeing you

im sick of

having to deal

with the 

idea

of not being 

with you

im sick of

thinking about

all the 

others

im sick of 

feeling like ur my brother

im sick of thinking

that ill never have

a chance

to be with any other

im sick of 

blahblahblahing

all over the 

rahrahrahing

I'm only drawing

a perfect picture in

my head

and 

i promise to 

achieve it

before i drop dead

buhg

jeez la frickin wheez

somebody help me please

can you pick the soul
right from my heart
i can feel
it jumping
from my
throat

i can't stand to pick
apart
my mind
any longer

the feeling
of hopelessness
is only getting
stronger

where do i belong
if
i can not
get along
with
out
you
and with
all the
things that
come with you

so who do
i see when
i see you
because
when i sit
back and think
i wonder
what exactly
it will bring
if i decide
to except
a ring


i know for certain
this is no fling
but jeez la wheez
my hearts been in
a sling
ever since
i realized
that ur half of my
being

protect me please
from any sharp
objects
from entering
my mind
heart and soul
just bring
the love dagger
that u plan
to sting me
with
beyond
from your reach

blah`

is it the way you look in my eyes

or is it your soul
thats
tied
with mine


is it the way i see
you
thru
these
holes
in my face


or is it
the time
and place

that has brought
us
together
in a race
against
time
in a place
of
love crime

tortured souls


bobs and weaves
tucks and rolls

times flies

and my mind is just the same
time flies
and my heart still
feels the same pain

hell to raise
hell to pay

dont go against the grain
make this
aura
stay

time flies
and i still havent seen your face
time flies
and i havent felt your
skin or embrace

time flies
and
still am in love with
this emptiness
time flies
and im still
obsessed
with the
idea of
what
could be
times flies
and im still wondering
if we can change
whats next

times flies
its wrong
for us
to be so far
ur so near
but we are apart

get over ur problems
i cant help you solve them
but ill revolve
the world
to the realm
where u dont have
to pretend


and time flies
i dont want to pretend


again
this time is flying
and we have yet
to have became
whats meant for us
time flies
and we havent
fulfilled
the reasons why
we met

popular

it kills me
popular
it a crock of shit
popular
never mind me
popular
it just don't fit

popular I'm ugly
popular apprehensiveness

popular
they don't even see me
popular
they have no idea what this is

just act out what you have  been told

who am i
except who they have created
who I'm held
back from being

who am i
just barely breathing
who am i to
never
go a day with
out having a fit

all those people can have it
they need to live the dream
i can not be constantly
reminiscing
thru watching myself
I'm not even insisting
on being there
that moment

millions of people in the world

but you stick out like a sore thumb

millions of people in the world
but all these people
tell you
and have proclaimed
that you are the one


what fun is it to run
to have your mind
constantly
just
run
from everything
youve ever been


how have u became the person
you have
become
because
every moment
of your life
has been run

by someone
else

im a fictacious charachter
im everything
in nature
but a human being

im feeling like at
this time
im better off
unconcious
im better a free soul
im better off
not really living
because this dream
takes a toll

every
dreamer out there
can steal
my frame of thought from me
every dreamer out there
can take these roles from me

what use is there in not living
in my body
what use is there
jotting
down these verses
from my head

no one ceases
to exist
alike me

no one fights this hard
to resist
from becoming
the person
who should
not exist
the person
that says this is it

the person that is judging
every moment
that i live

pertending to be down to earth
when my soul decides to constantly
lift
itself from my body
and never
does it want
to sit
with me
im so indifferent
from my own being
so

i wish i was done with it

things i wanna tell u

i think its pretty ridiculous
how im thinking
     got me wondering
and this energy
got me slippin
     i aint quittin
cuz i'ma remind me
of my goals
    im finding a way
to outsmart
the fool
inside my mind
    im finding a way 
to further
manipulate
the time and allow my soul to grow
     Possibly
you could teach me something
other then
a hard lesson
     Maybe you could reach
me 
without
me asking questions
     if u Could
read my mind
You could give me a sign
A smidgen of an answer

Cuz infatuation 

has robbed me blind

And just when I thought I got it over with, comes along another
Im just ducking around the corner now
now ur tryna catch up to me
The smiles every moment
Ive relentlessly spent
Im sick and tired
Uve got ur pistol in my back
im finding I'm
how can i let you
so i let you take them

one of your 
licks

walkin thru a dark alley
I thought it would be ok
I didnt see nobody following

when I'm already far ahead
the memories of u and I 
in bed

that I fed
precious little lies to 
credit
the emotions
of pretend

to much of my presence
feeding your ego
and 
seems as though
u wish i wouldnt 
be finished yet

of ur masks 
and unwillingness
to allow
myself to defend

demanding for my prized possessions
im looking u in your eyes
thru the holes of a ski mask

to frozen to reach for
the knife in my boot
my blood and
bones are
frozen
along with every ligament

take from me so easily

i can feel your innocence
thru your intentions
to harm and
get your way 

everything that i held onto so tightly
i let you have it all
without even fighting

got love

i got love

for all yall

im on the highest mountain
and im hittin every
cliff

when i fall


dont stall this time baby
lets just get it in
lets get it all


so make sure u dont crawl before u walk
just get up
and stand tall

This love stronger then a Stallion
let u be my weanling

Take u under my wing
Hold on tight
Dont fling
urself from my claws

Follow my footsteps
baby
You can see my paws
in the mud

Lead u straight into the water
fresh and clean
Nothin like u seen
lately
Full of prosperity

Animal love
Tear ur hesitance apart like
U got mauled
by a tiger
Bear hug u baby
we fit together like hand in glove

Ill fly high with u baby
Floatin in blue sky
This energy white and pure
as doves

said i said

said i said I dont mind

cuz my love is blind
and i got these eyes
they see fine

but when ur in my presence
my retinas
block the brain waves

findin something to say
is impossible
with these love goggles

i dont mind

a lil vulnerable
to hostility


ill keep showin my hospitality

hope yall not talking bout me


cuz i aint around

hardly ever
am i around


I got the time
but not the mind
to hear ur mind
Its fine
Cuz when I get that
chance
Ima take you hand
and make it into your
soul
Show you all the signs


Find a way
Find  a way
Thats all I hear em say
Find a way..

yeah

ur a celebrity in my life
i know these people must have ur
opinion of me a little twisted
but u see
u should see
the way
you have me feeling

cuz ur a celebrity in my life
the way u got my insides shining
you light up
my mind
u got my heart
leapin
and my souls
skippin stones

i can feel ur emotion
baby
everytime
we're around
eachother

i wish things
didnt have to be the way
they are
but i guess
i its better
then having no other
contact

Cuz ur a celebrity in my life
in the day and night
i feel you in my sleep
and in my dreams
i dont wanna wake up
cuz I need
you

in my life
ur a celebrity
you got my chest cavity
feelin heavy
i wanna endeavor
the
obstacles
in order
to make it to you

Im thinking about your laugh
and Im thinking about the past

it only took a couple times around you
and ima make those moments last

Cuz I know we cant have eachother
But im my mind
Id take the first chance I get
to smother you
in kisses and hugs

Cuz ur a celebrity in my life
To others ur just a nobody
But to me
jeez
hahaha
I wanna be your wife
I wanna find out the things
that make you whine

I hope at least I get one ,, Time..

Im waiting for you to sign your autograph on
my mind
...
Celebrity in my life.
Baby keep yourself shinin bright
Daaannngggmnnn

thinking

hahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahhaa



laughter
so after
all this
work
we can past
the time
with laughter

whats the matter
u cant see far
enough
to gather
your thoughts
on the matter


with all this pitter patter
in your mind
youve become blind
to all the sequences in between
time

dont undermine
me
dont time me
this is
fine
with the
creator

dont be a hater
just find
a way to relate

He's so high I ventilate

per
moment
that i see u
only momentarily
that i peek thru
these shades
pulled over my eyes
i cant bring myself
to cry
but
when i seen
you,
i dont know why
i just almost died
good thing
i caught my breathe
cuz for a second there
i didnt know
what to do next
what the heck
is wrong with me
and what is yet to come
how in the heck could u truely be the one
cuz i forced myself to not love you anymore
but even through solid steel doors
i can feel you
and you can hear me

Howdy doody

A part of me misses you. The other part has witnessed blue. Deep dark night and continues to walk towards the other side of the world, chasing sunlight. Blind folds over my eyes, I fight the fear inside. 

Figuritivly speaking from another's standpoint

What is there to say, after all these days. Shamefully I rejected, shamefully you had neglected. Believe more came out of this then expected, believe there's a next step in this, subject of regret, a story for others to never forget. As long as we don't let the past keep our hearts protected. We may have messed up, countless times pressed our luck, we both learned from tough love, with just enough tenderness. Remember this, our lives aren't over, we don't have to call it quits. Both our minds have shifted, for we are both talented and gifted. I hope neither of us missed it the signs that were sifted thru the shallow depths of the shadows in our hearts. The energy that grew from us being apart took tole on our head starts in this journey. We continue to learn from thee, creator. There could never be a goodbye, just a see ya later. I love you, never could I hate her  

oke

all i wanna do is hold you
and fall asleep in your arms
this is misery
im torn apart
hit me like lighting
quick and struck me in the heart

start

aint hard to find
if you stop yourself in time
take a minute
to look around
while your mind rewinds
signs.. point
to it all
signs.. dont allow yourself to stall

write down it all
its screaming your name
its screaming your name
you take the aim
you take the aim
right to the cranium
think of what youve become

from

in love all over again

yet another best friend

we can play pretend

ill be the husband you be the wife

thats the only

way you and i wont fight

im out of sight

yet i can see you see me 

arggh

on the ride of your life
a different city every few nights
grip onto the driver tight
wind on your skin
your dream is going to barely begin
since when is riding a motorcycle a sin
no more duckin and dodgin bugs
each of them a sacrifice
of love
i love to be on the road
at night
when its just us
i must find a plug
the electricity your givin me is far too much
i feel it in every hug

treat

special
shes so special
it was potential
that grew into a miracle
i feel like a temporal fish
out of water
my vision so sought after
im living life
looking thru a fog
of know-it-alls
my spirits
crawls
straight up to the universe's creator
they create the fate for her
somber somber
sleep
as your peak.. thru
to the new..

eeallu

heavy feeling
of heaven resting upon my shoulders
getting older and time is told to be moving slower
wishing he could hold her
who knows why its gotta be him
out on a limb

the curiosity will never end
i pray that the negative will never win
if only it could be for awhile
to watch you smile
is the feeling in my heart a lie

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

your songs are like praise
like prayers
like a God that was never there
theyre for you to share
with those unaware
im so sorry baby
im so sorry this has been so shady
you said you forgave me
lately
youve been doing greatly
keep up the work
attempt not to go bazerk
for whats its worth
to all the ideas youve given birth

im extremely happy

k

nor is it business
the spirits
miracles
mystical
jungle
no need to wonder
ya youre sinking
under only because
you see other
then the rest
 would you have it any other
way
 be normal
and everyday

ttfu

held in shackles

kept prisoner

what did they see in her

if anyone cared theyd stop you

to share a moment

of

condolence

i bet it feels like youre the only one

i bet it feels

like theres no much to 

hold

unto 

i bet you wont mind

when you die

reincarnated

with the same soul in your eyes

theres nothing you can do

then abide by the rules

and use the tools

given

this is no manuscript

atev

easier said then done
what has my life become
just wait on my next breathe
its all i got left
organs and flesh
lookin at the world thru mesh
a net never thrown
for me as im fallin
the gravity slows me down
its stallin
my crash

uh

seeing me and you
is so practical
like magic
in fact
its so fantastic

realistically together we
so mystically
figured how to make history

i

stop n stare
what do you want me to say
hello its me just a lil translucent thing
any other day you wouldnt even
recognize me
i pass by you all day
in the streets
flashing  a smile with a silly grin on my teeth

yeaaup

the beauty of this earth should not be forgotten
thank god often
for the air we breath for all the beauty that we see
god is in every seed
gods creation grows into a tree
nuture it white it still exists

o no

did you learn your lesson
that God brought you today
did you take the time to pray
every second your alive
is the perfect time
to listen to what god says

in the wind
in the sunshine
mother natures calling your name
in the ocean, rivers, and lakes
within the universe lies your fate

phuck

life with god is  a fairytale

with a love thats never ending

with each breathe

hes sending

the power

the knowledge

do you hear the calling

the birds and bees 

are following

you can you see the future

thru the light

coming down in

between the tree branches

the sand from the beach personally handed down 

from centuries ago

as the ocean flowed it brought new life

to these shores

and yet the greedy people

still want more

whats another material belonging going to do for you

and the future of our planet

today is just a sample

of the journey

from the mantle

where no one can handle the heat

ika

just

as 

quickly

as

i

remembered

to

feel

i forget

just

as

easily

that its

real

sumthin

live your life
how u please
make every moment guilt free
youve got all u need
soul mind and body

what what

im suppose to write about God till i knod off
non stop believer
i was conceived as a seer
never have we been more near
the end of our times
history repeating itself
and the universe
is aligning


change yourself or else
change the world

just

baby
we've got miles and miles to go
where we headed only god knows
he granted us with this love
and even if you and i dont last
lets never give up

hello

in need of something to hold onto
i look for hope and faith but theyre gone too
when will i see the day
and when will light hit my face
how come i cant find the words to say
to desribe the bitter taste
of defeat
i cant even feel the ground beneath me
why must life be sucha  tease
ive got all i want and need
yet it still feels like something is missing
the memories are gone i have no strength
no pictures for reminiscing
just listen to my sorrow

dear lord
what is my mission
am i resisting all your wishes
am i following
your system
which road have i been missing
running in circles
is this what you call christian
giving all that i have
and still nothing changed

the real septemeber

hello

do you see me?

can you feel me around you?

ive lost you

and yet i know exactly where to find you

ill follow you where ever you go

untill i know that we've had to go 

looking for one another

inside of another

i love you

where are you

awkward

say one

visions in the night
thrill my senses
i sit back and watch
my future unfold
each nights dream
so vivid and bold

yeah ok

here it goes

so fake its disasterous
this laugh
and smile
has been mastered

and if i didnt really believe
in all my intentions
then i would
mention
this sad feeling
to you
and not the heavens


you see
there it went



where are we
who are you
what day is it

PLACEBO

PLACEBO
PLACEBO
PLACEBO
PLACEBO



PLACEBO
PLACEBO
PLACEBO
PLACEBO

so do i

you can experience the sweetest part of me
when i sing

i care

crazy mind games
ima stay the same
in this game
you cant forget
who u really

are

purpose

i came here to love so im taking every chance i get

safe

i rely on my higher power
 to carry me im floatin on a cloud
 here im safe and sound
 hear the sound
oh sweet nothingness
 its bliss
 to just sit knowing thats all theres to it
 love
with my higher power i wont quit

small medium at large

gonna stretch my arms around your spirit
 i feel every negative emotion
 and im going to clear it
 no more allusions
 see things for how they really appear
 youre near crying
 we're all close to dying
 can you make this moment last forever
 when our connection is close together
 will you take for granted or treasure
 this moment our connection is together
 even when we're apart
when the distance can't be measured
 will you remember
will you forever keep in mind
that we could never part our souls

to my friend

i feel as though you are so
 deeply depressed
enough to inject
poison into your body
the thoughts you tell yourself
 are enough to create the resentment

can

all i can do is sing
 loud enough to reach inside
 the hearts of every being
 freeing the dark matter
 that lingers like sand between our fingers
 the sound passes thru falling and
 flying away with the wind

think makes you

in love with my looks
or did you see my name in a book
 how long have you taken the soul from my eyes
i despise those who refuse to sympathize
 or at least realize what we're put on earth for
to love and adore they push us to the side
and tell us lies
 unable t0 come to terms that money and greed has taken over our lives
when you lie dead
 your body will not be with your head
 instead the minds power
will have said this is not your time
just yet
 so pretend for another day
 forget about the world

what the heck

empathizing for the world
 ill soak up your emotions
and turn it into a symphony
 theres no way to be pretending
 i havent been the one
you see all the fun
 whilst i was watching a fire burn
its been my turn to turn your ashes into green grasses
 as each of your sorrow passes
 im creating a space another galactic race
 just to say you had such a great day
 had it only taken you a minute to pray for love


stop counting on us to pick u up

jpg

you cant bring me down
 my brains working backwards
 and moving forward all the mean while
 i wont let you bring me down
 the skies still blue and the ocean still moves
 ive got nothing to prove
 accept the fact im willing and able to love
 ill never get enough
 to meet and greet you
seems as though ive seen you before
 i met you once
 now id like to spend more time with you
 can we see thru the illusion
 push all false knowledge behind with the ego
 how far will we go
 to prove to the higher power
 we are willing and able to love

hun

attempting to pretrude feelings of joy
 and a great attitude
 seeing you down brings a frown to my face
 i didnt wanna leave you in that state
so off course and misplaced
 if i could
 i would trace your path back to the person
 you think about most

gb

when the fear and doubts rise up
 thats the time to remind yourself
that we are blind to the range and power
 all problems are defeated
 long as youre still believing
a higher power isnt above or beneath
 heaven lies on the other side of our mind

stars

see the best in you
 never regret a minute
 just be who you are
 take a look up at the stars
 they're so distant
do you even know you're apart
 of the beauty on earth
 you're birth was a blessing
 doing more then letting you live breathing is just the start
 imagine the feeling of love
 there's no more to be said
when you realize you've been lead thru your dreams

told u

you've been told what you wanted to hear
 information
 but never near
 the truth
don't let this reality elude
what you have the power to do
each of us have the right to prove
with our minds mountains will be moved
 the answers to all your questions
 be surprised when no longer are you second guessing

 messages i bring to you
are the necessity that'll get you through
 the times your mind is full of doubt
when you cant help to worry live with hope in your heart
 although you cant see it you're never far apart
when u think of faith it feels like a brand new start

 live with hope in your heart
 feel it with you as soon as the day starts
 some say it'll never be with them
 i say it'll never be parted from me
since the beginning of my life
 i believed in the higher power to do their part
 i invested my truth and hope
now im doing all i must to take me to my destiny

36

If im not mistaken
 there's no time to be wasting
 the way love surrounds me like a shield
 every negative thought
 shall be revealed for what it truly is
 i didn't come this far to give up
 i dreamt and now i must live up
 to my creation
procrastination is not the game im  playing
there's souls out there to be saving
 each sentence was my fate
 to tell y'all
all problems are defeated long as you believe it
the higher power is living
all that your hesitant of its been seen and done
and all problems are defeated
as long as your believing
 the higher power is above or beneath
 hear on earth heaven
 lies on the other side of our minds

super charged

dont u know

I seen you in my dreams dancing for me
 Dang you looked crazy happy But the life was sucked from your eyes
 While everyone idolized our love
 How will we ever save us
We are exactly Just What The other Needs
Everyday away from eachother our veins bleed, only to leave a trail That leads Back to one another
 We are meant to be together
 To sail the seven seas of life with.
Without eachother we will drownd
 I can still hear the sound of your joyful voice so full of faith and poise
 This life Is Not a toy
How could we ever manage knowing we destroyed What God had intended us living out
 Every day without eachother we only continue to smother grey ashes on our souls
This life will take a toll if we do Not listen to the plan And discipline ourselves to complete our mission
 To ever know love again, Thats the postion we're in.
 Where do we begin knowing
 we May be eachothers best friend
What kind of dream am i in, When i Look into your eyes and still dont know where to begin
 What kind of dream am i in When i cant see my best friend.
 When no longer will the world have a loving hand to lend
 All because of the commands we didnt follow.
How will we live thru tomorrow
 Every moment away from eachother is borrowed and wastes
We should be ashamed of this, misplacement
Without eachother our love Is tainted

jaci

I know my mind didnt make this up
 Its Not a coincedence And it Aint luck
We've been blessed This i know For certain
No longer do either us have to be hurting
 Its eachother that we are deserving
 Its our destiny
 How come we are Not working For it
How come we let it fly by us
 Knowing we found the person

 Before the curtain Call I wanna know i lived it
all I wanna know you lived it all

jessica is not my name

What do you do about your First love?
The one you promised to never give up
There still out there lingering
 As you continúe with your life Each day stinging more then the last
Where do we go from here?
 When everything youve dreamed of is all you fear
 Lifes no joke Youre both dying slow
 Every minute apart the further you grow
When you need eachother and God told you so
 How far are you willing to go
To keep your First love

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somethin somethin

from my eyes out pours the truth
give me any task
it tkes to prove
my love to you
the frequencies
around you
are so smooth
not to mention
the mood


who can i run to when im feeeling down
who can i run to
when the weight has got me down
i cant see thru the fog
now i can see thru the fog
as soon as you come
and allow
ill lay my head on your shoulder
and yawn
\relaxation is the perfect
way
in and out
of this time delay
pray please pray
that when the very last days
come
next to you ill lay
pray please pray
that when our last days
come next to you ill lay

more then an attempt

using the gift god have you since birth
who youve meant to be
inside your dna

feeling like im floating on clouds
living life upside down
right side up
is what they call luck

try seeing things in a different way
open your mind up
and pray
cause tomorrows another day

no be yourself
no expectatios but your own
youve grown
into more then a simple
human being
youre seeing more
then how others
perceive it
to believe it
as long as you keep your head up
long enough to watch yourself
achieve it
you need it and seen it
and deserve the life worth living
having learned

its your turn
to shine to burn
out the light
God have u
before he made u
he saved u

oh the one that seen me before i became me
the one that freed me
it took more then believing
to fly away
be shed of my old feathers
these new ones
helped me face the worst weather
out grew
my old conciusness
ive never been more clever

now theres always been one key
thank thee creator
my maker
our savior
will never let us down
love stronger then a diamond
makes this mountain worth climbing
take off from the top
on my wings the wind is pounding
gracefully gliding down to earth
with my feet on the ground
the sun sings to me
the clouds surround my mind so blissfully
swing my emotions into a deep blue ocean
mirrors help me see more
clearer
now u can hear her
for you neve been more near
to
soar and find your
glory
for thee
he has mroe he creates the toll to
which you
sang and bells rang
time to change the
plain game of pain
where you once
had no
gain no range
 or time to tame
forget the blame you had for certain
forget the names of those who hurt you
deserve more then to have someone disert you
when u need someone the most
saying theyll be there and
all there left to do is boast

suuwwwoooooop

all i want to know if im worth the fight
will you fight for me or
will you take flight on me
when im having trouble seeing
trouble believing
are you going to give up
and decieve
me
the trust
i have in you
is unlikely breakable
no matter what you bring to the table
that day
in you my love
will continue to stay

•  
  cause im willing to fight for you
  im willing to fight for your love

 

• and when you cant see thru the fog
  when you cant see the future in tomorrow
  ill be here to fight for you
  ill be here to fight
  im no going nowhere
  ill stay thru every night
   by your side

• feeling like something is meant to be
  is worth every feeling of hopeless being
  our love is all thats ever needed
  forever this love
  will be feeding
  us

• forever never judges
  love
  forever never promises
  so its up to us
  to fight for love

 

• feeling a little crazy
  like love
  has got me
  up so high
  above
  any worry in the world
  when its just us
  love
  has got me feeling
  like faith is
  us

 

• you give me just enough
  meet me half way
  and must i
  say
  ill fight for us
  everyday
  i know you feel the same way
  no doubt in my mind
  will or can ever stand in the way

freefeel

i feel
like feeling
i feel



im free
to feel

?

wanna learn a lesson then look at my life

great!

until the end
of your time
i cant get you off my mind
robbing thoughts and ideas blind
mine of their own kind
you align your own within me
let me be free
its humiliating
God said it would be that way

friends?

theres no where
id rather be in this world
then free
that means you! and me!
drinking
being who the fuck we are
smoking weed
to alleve the scares
we are so near
yet too far apart
when i close my eyes
i can feel your heart
be with me now, be with me forever
if you and i aren't together, then this life isn't worth the weather
forget me never, hold me close to your soul
and when you're dying - you better remember
how much everything mattered
the good times as they got worse
feels as though the soundness of my soul will shatter, the ears of listeners
all the glitz and glitter
when you dead, its cold and the taste is bitter
alone we shiver, like a winter

seeing is believing

can you imagine
the woman of your dreams
its not what it seems
she's impeccable
every inch
and knuckle
she's never felt anger in her life
in her dictionary
there is no strife
no struggle

creation

we united together
by not giving a fuck
you took my hand in yours
as 
we pressed our luck
day and day goes by
we are prepared to duck

uh huh

he said yeah im a girl
here i go
throw my self through a whirl
wind
of pretend time
this world is mine
sit back and unwind
with me
feel the rhyme with me

5/10/21012

hand me that liquor
hand me that joint
i wanna get fucked up
way beyond my point
i wanna live
but not on this earth
i wanna die and come back
rebirthed into a flower
consumed with the power
of the world
but this time less frills

soft life

Soft life
Pack light
No strife
seize the night
Be pleased of your sight
Use all ur might
Wat rhymes with fight
Other then to find your light
No need to be precise
Fly a kite
The wind picks up
Suddenly the weight
Like a feather
So light
Knight
Yourself
Justice righteous
self wealth

wats the date mate

Life is so fun
I am so happy
they jealous
Of me
And the relationship
I have with myself
Nothing really matters
I could mention what else
Maybe someone else
The ones who help
bring a smile to my face
Never again
Misplace
Misshape
The path of your destiny
Never let anyone
Get the best of me
The creator is just testing me
I'll live for it festively
To be next to me
Is to have the presence
Of spirits
Capable of loving u
Help you thru
The dark abyss in your brain
after a moment with me
Your life will never be the same

my favorite color

is no doubtably love
the aura that shines from above
all it took was a lil push
and a shove
i was flying highs
like doves
flying in circles
on top of trees
to the highest mountain
its so pleasing

do u understand

do u understand the understood

boys in the hood

yo its all good

aint it

when people getting shot and shanked

its

dreamy

the life to be

makes u feel free

when u hit pavement

its a rush

werent u craving it

hopefully

your soul

the lord will be saving it

had only you tamed

a bit

should have quit

that shit

you wouldnt have ended up in a pit

lake of fire

piles of people

burning

smells like rubber tires

flesh

bbq

eew

OMGOSH I CANT BELIEVE

Its almost been a month
since I posted
these poems, so fun.
I haven't even used color, not even once.
From
jump street
I should have been playing,
with fonts, sizes, background color, and text color.
Maybe next time I'll even put a picture.
Why, before I felt not to bother.
I wonder back then,
what was my fixture.
Seems as though sentences are
coming quicker.
Soon people will want to read
it with her,
on a audio tape.
Drive to work, and in their car they'll play.
Possibly even imagine my face.
heeeh heeh...

jan 11, 2012

Hide

from the inside

Hide

Hide from the inside, within

ourselves.

Abide,

by the rules

and pride.

Take stride

or die.

You lie

in a bed of tomorrow,

disguised in your aimless sorrow.

Subside,

from the hate and anger.

Realize, there's more to the earth then strangers.

It's time

It's time you subject yourself to another life.

Howl at the

eyes

of the dark man

under the moon,

it's dark now

as it was in your mother's womb.

So find,

something worth holding onto.

Create time

within a bottle.

When your old youll have something to borrow.

Snood comments
wont last untill tomorrow.

But there you'll be, a coward.

So today climb yourself a tower,

jump and feel the power.

Fly high
and watch

yourself

stretch the hours.

Or think about those candies named "Zours," those things were good man. Yum

scratch that

I just happened to be swaggin a lil more then your girlfriend
Scratch that,
I just happened to swag more then any girl man.
didn't mean for it to happen,
I didn't even take any action
For this to begin.
I ran laps round friends
Set trends, 
On accident.
Never pretended
When all was said and done.
Once again
I just be happened to be swaggin a lil more then your girlfriend
Scratch that,
I just happened to be swaggin then any girl man.
I get back to this later,
Descend where I left off.

wat

i said im not ready 2 live fast die slow n steady
every min dat goes by like hella fast in a bentley
 Lord help me I cant find peace&Im regretin.
takin dis path.look where it led me
Pull myself out dis trench even if da weight of my past is 2 heavy
 Lookin 2 da sky 4 dat heaven-ly angel lookin cloud lookn down on me.
Tryin our hardest 2 b worth sumthin
Watch wat da next day will bring.
Ima wake up in da morning &Im gon sing
 Yesterdays pain was just a bee sting.

monkey see monkey do

wats not to love about life
the common cold, strife
silly mofos wit a knife
cant even describe
the feeling i get
when a needle scribes
words and pictures
onto my skin
like a typist
showing secrets of the soul
like a light switch
dark matter passes
the fire burns to ashes
no longer
will i allow you
to create the clashes
of tears and pain
youll always be the same
no words no names
nothing to be ashamed
in this world
we are the only ones to blame

what falls under

Big blunder
Loud as thunder
Junders
No more fun
Her past shoots fast like
She wonders
How can she finish the task
At hand
Its always been
That branded
Into your mind
Where else
Making you blind
Searching but
The answer you dodge
Living in a fog
Laying dead
Like a log
Soon you'll be one with the earth
Since birth
You waited
For this curse
To expel from your dreams
Forever feel something
That means more
Then emotions and sing
Loud into space
Like if you knew exactly
Where is your place
Which city and state
All the people
With whom you can relate
Better sit up straight
This is not planet of the apes
It's something much more great
But no one knows how to appreciate
So our days are numbered
Like dates

who really cares about a title

All I got is this brain and my body. Not too long ago I watched a spirit fly outta me. Shit had me spooked undoubtedly. I kept moving like, I just wanna be free. Not realizing I wake up like a whale in the sea. You see im swimming thru life like I gotta be. Keep away from the shrimps and cowards that need to follow others for the key. You won't find your answer in my biography. Please, watch your TV screen. They'll tell you what to like, what's the scene. If that dont work Google the internet. If you haven't get it yet, try your local university. Perhaps they got what your searching for in the library. But whatever you do, dont count on me to deliver the word in need of ever human being.

who wants

who wants to steal my music
u can steal my music
just dont tell me that you used it
curses will make it useless
no one can abuse
this pen and paper
like you fools
its
all about me
but still u can use it
fuck it go ahead and be
ruthless
if you aint got no skills
fuck it ill shoot this



 u Wannabees
so sickening

make me wanna scream
join a team
of the kings on thrones

the brains of these soul scavengers
find them at your local tavern
getting wasted
looking for a lesson to learn
to drunk enough to earn
any brain cells
all they do is burn
oxygen in the world

give us real folks a turn

im going berserk
for what the its worth
stuck with the WASTE of this earth

nov 9

you dont want to write no!
you dont want to write
is it because your afraid of what
it is your capable of tonight
did you see an answer in sight
or did you do as your might
did you keep your screws tight?
did you burn a fire to gain light
write
oh write
you dont wanna write
so afraid of what
it might
be like

hahaa``

plaques on my walls
ive got plaques on my walls
my names in malls
i didnt want my name in malls
i stood tall
yes i stood tall
against it all
i went against it all
i walked after i crawled
that was a long stall
finally i made my call
i got the call
it came in the fall
along with the leaves
color changing and
festive halls

badda bing frickin boom

badda bing
badda boom
soon as i step in the room
my face is on everyones zoom
its like i came out a mummies tomb
or bloody outs my mommys womb
i believe its my aura
to others theyll assume
truthfully theyll never have a clue
as to who
i am or why
i refuse to scam
those and myself
are thy lamb
so can you stand to qualify as a woman

trust

i can trust,
that not matter who comes into my life
itll never touch my mind or soul
no never take a tole
on who i am as a whole
so if you happen to be evil
if you happen to be negative
i wont hesitate a or beg a bit
i will send u away unconciously
so i can be let free
of all the chains youre attaching
all barriors
i will be smashing
no longer will i let
outsiders have a
oppurtunity to be attacking
nor snacking
i will undo the latching

nov 18th

who woulda thought
some of these woman in the world
could be bought
who woulda thought
some of these woman
in the world
wouldnt have the strength
to have never faught select battles in their life
forced to be a mother and wife
forced to deal with the strife
of a cheating husband
living in a neverland
watching the sand of time
move faster
as she dreams to rewind
she use to dream of a future
of a family to nuture
now all she has hurts her

no title sept 25th,011...4:02 pm

you dont need rythym to hear my rhyme
no, you only need time and a mind
see for a second we couldve been blind
but we were saved in the knick of time
im so pleased to say that
it makes me cry
knowing others will feel why
its not hard to hear it
you believe in your prime
somehow someway in a matter of time
i love the way God makes me smile
they try to get me down
but im happy all the meanwhile

I dont agree with hate but i do it

i didnt mean to
dislike you
or the way you look
not even the style of grammer
you use
i didnt mean to hammer
abuse
into your everyday
in fact
it wasnt your action
but what you say
you pretend to look like you may
have some sort of intelligence

super irresponsible

With my heart
Ever since the start
I never realized how to part
emotions from reality
distance into negligance
what the fuck are people thinking
do they realize what theyre representing
forever rejecting
any sort of substance in their lives
cut ties
to all love and
binds
who needs friends to make them happy
when you got all u need
exactly
where you want to find it
in your mind
and in time
it
will grow into
rainbow
colorful
like they said so
living isnt living
unless youve gained your halo

best friend

seemingly
she was so dreamy
caught the eye of every human being
timing was everything
how dare you step
into a life uneasy
best friends
or no friends
either way
she was there to fight untill the end
theres no way she could pretend
for much longer
everyday that passed
emotion grew stronger
she no longer
wanted to stay home
and ponder
to spread her ideas
and conquer
the minds of others
beyond her
imagination
constantly in creation mode

shit on our love

Poo on you
Poo all over your face
How dare you
Turn your back and  disgrace
I know our days have been misplaced
Yet still the past you won't let be erased
I can still taste the bitter sweetness
Of every greet
I miss
Laying next to your heart beating
I'd spend the rest of my days repeating
That feeling
You give me
Blood rushes thru my body
I feel the
Earth move from under
She cant help but wonder
If your capable of loving her
So fond of you
And your presence too
I hope you can appreciate those who
Fight for your full attention
Ever morning I want to mention
That you relieve all my tension
It melts away
I could use every word in the  dictionary
To say
Let me in
Let me in your heart
Can you be apart of our dual
I've got emotions
Although u rarely see me show em
Fuck it I might as well blow them all away
Cuz you're not here to stay
U wanna love a lil and go astray
I'd wake up everyday
With a smile on my face
U make me so smiley
I wish he'd walks miles
Till he
Found exactly where he left me
In a pile of regret
Until I said all this yes
U need to know
I dont care how much u fight it yo
I just wanna say fuck it and walk away
He will come back to me one day
I dont have to hope or pray
God told me itd be this way

Seeing isn't believing

Can you believe. Can you believe? Can you believe it!
Everything your mind has had, your body has concieved it.
Theres a cash coupon waiting in your mail box, all you must do is recieve it.
And need it. Believe in it. Believe in it. Do you believe? Do you believe without seeing it. Dream a bit. Love a lot. Fill in the spaces and fix that splotch. My lifes full like my belly. Therefore my belt goes past a knotch. All you've thrown is exactly what you've caught. You knew you could afford it, so thats what you bought.
Dare to dream, dare to believe. Dare to think and dare to see. Further on is greater then our expectations.
Further past our minds' regulations. Beyond any frustration lies the minds demonstration. That the life you live is our creation.
-Jessi Paige

Me Tarzan You Jane

Smiley Smiley Smiley
Miles he miles he miles he
Walked thru the rain foreset
In search of Jane
He met many along his way
But none were there to stay
For he looked forward to that day
In fact each morning he'd wake up
and unconciously pray
That he'd see her under the shade
Of the tree they fell in love
Monkeys dangeling up above
Nothing to them was untouchable
Together they were inseperable
Their hearts were finally palpable
No telling how much time was existable
For they had seen to the end of the world and back
They had seen all the love the rest of the world lacked
Somehow he had found himself smack
In the middle of a tree stump
Rings in the middle
Everyday they hadn't pretended
Every word they said they meant it
Every action was sentimental
They had loved to their fullest potential