im

sick

of not seeing you

im sick of

having to deal

with the 

idea

of not being 

with you

im sick of

thinking about

all the 

others

im sick of 

feeling like ur my brother

im sick of thinking

that ill never have

a chance

to be with any other

im sick of 

blahblahblahing

all over the 

rahrahrahing

I'm only drawing

a perfect picture in

my head

and 

i promise to 

achieve it

before i drop dead