hello

in need of something to hold onto
i look for hope and faith but theyre gone too
when will i see the day
and when will light hit my face
how come i cant find the words to say
to desribe the bitter taste
of defeat
i cant even feel the ground beneath me
why must life be sucha  tease
ive got all i want and need
yet it still feels like something is missing
the memories are gone i have no strength
no pictures for reminiscing
just listen to my sorrow

dear lord
what is my mission
am i resisting all your wishes
am i following
your system
which road have i been missing
running in circles
is this what you call christian
giving all that i have
and still nothing changed